Tuesday, March 18, 2008
OMG. PARTNER I TOTALLY MISS U LIKE CRAZY.
hahaha. i typed a SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER emo post on my blog but i dun dare to post it.haha. cuz its too damn emo for it to exist on my blog, and it would juz b publicising my problems. which no one is really supposed to know. and i dun dare to tell e ppl who know, cuz i dun want to show my weaker side. but partner i will show u if u ask me. haha. i think u might not have seen such an emo part of me. its juz...extreme.hahaha. i think i sound like i got r a p e d or smth. BUT I DIDNT LAHH. i juz felt cheated haha and i think they work the same way.
all i do is pretend that im alright. mayb i m, juz a little. but e pain is still there.
of love and heartache.
of longing and missing.
i want to turn back time and do smth diff, tt would probably make this end up better.
like, tell HER abt us. mayb it'll kinda deter her...a bit. i dunno. lol
like, b more firm. with the both of us.
like, do smth to prove how much he meant.
but aiyahh. wtv la. if it wasnt meant to be, it never will. if it was meant to be, things will work itself out.
ya, easier said than done.haha. i always say and say and say. but i dun do wad i say. disgusting.
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