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Saturday, April 22, 2006

this two weeks is really a bunch of crap.really going to breakdown liao.this blog is so cool haha.but actually i feel super bad cos i would be like facing ppl esp her with a mask.like a stab in a back.dunno.got double-sided "feelings" of her actions..mind in a whirl.alamak.must talk abt the most angry thing tt happened on thurs nite.alamak really tired then just went home from co.alamak then starting on my phy spa then she call up.ask me so much qn even when i told her i din even hv the qn paper with me or sth.din put her off but put me on lor.then after i flared up and cooled down still studying my phy spa.she called me handphone lor.my god then ask qn again.in both instances she gave me the question..wrong one in fact.of course wun get the correct ans lar.then raise her voice for what.anyway din know tt i sounded tt loud and fierce.wn said right, but tt it wasn't tt obvoius or sth, then my bro tot so.then flared up so much tt i felt so heated and cried.really cannot stand it.

c her then din really meet her in her eyes or tok to her during assembly.somehow got tt barrier.
really super angry.what is their prob.if you think you are so zai and u will hv a great big audience then hold it in esplanade.dun think so highly of urself k juz becos it's rjco or becos there were more than enough audience to fit the PAC.really angry.lao zhou wanted the ppl to say aloud hu din say.the PIC din say..heng..but tt chair say must prepare $120 by wed.happiness..cannot buy the 11 and 13 ones cos supposedly sold out.happiness..$160 from my pocket.madness.then co costume gonna buy sash.then what they buy.some curtain cloth lookalike..they gonna cut it themselves..my god..real stupid..can't wait to get out.join co in uni or SCO.wait long long.
cooled down while giving tuition..but still...bothers me..kinda understand y one wanna commit suicide.bleah.wanna escape frm this world.stupid world. "love makes the world go round"....so not practical bleah


*i ventedmyanger
at 5:06 PM

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