aint it all a lie.

Friday, April 28, 2006

ehh. actually. i think *ahem* seems better cuz these few days sick so no energy to boss ppl arnd. n i still dun like it tt she likes to draw on ppl's paper. i showed it a bit too obv tt i didnt like it cuz g--lai drew on my paper n i din erase, n when she saw it n tried to draw on my paper, i blatantly refused. oops.

we'll see how things goes. IF she rly changes, we'll get rid of this blog. =)

*i ventedmyanger
at 7:43 PM

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think this blog not rly lasting long cos *ahem* looks as if she's changed a bit...better...picked up things herself too....onli on one of the lectures she had to sit bet us not letting me to move in cos she wanna tok to glen..bleah..bleah...anyway..no energy to criticise more...very lei le..let bygones be bygones...

*i ventedmyanger
at 2:49 PM

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

this two weeks is really a bunch of crap.really going to breakdown liao.this blog is so cool haha.but actually i feel super bad cos i would be like facing ppl esp her with a mask.like a stab in a back.dunno.got double-sided "feelings" of her actions..mind in a whirl.alamak.must talk abt the most angry thing tt happened on thurs nite.alamak really tired then just went home from co.alamak then starting on my phy spa then she call up.ask me so much qn even when i told her i din even hv the qn paper with me or sth.din put her off but put me on lor.then after i flared up and cooled down still studying my phy spa.she called me handphone lor.my god then ask qn again.in both instances she gave me the question..wrong one in fact.of course wun get the correct ans lar.then raise her voice for what.anyway din know tt i sounded tt loud and fierce.wn said right, but tt it wasn't tt obvoius or sth, then my bro tot so.then flared up so much tt i felt so heated and cried.really cannot stand it.

c her then din really meet her in her eyes or tok to her during assembly.somehow got tt barrier.
really super angry.what is their prob.if you think you are so zai and u will hv a great big audience then hold it in esplanade.dun think so highly of urself k juz becos it's rjco or becos there were more than enough audience to fit the PAC.really angry.lao zhou wanted the ppl to say aloud hu din say.the PIC din say..heng..but tt chair say must prepare $120 by wed.happiness..cannot buy the 11 and 13 ones cos supposedly sold out.happiness..$160 from my pocket.madness.then co costume gonna buy sash.then what they buy.some curtain cloth lookalike..they gonna cut it themselves..my god..real stupid..can't wait to get out.join co in uni or SCO.wait long long.
cooled down while giving tuition..but still...bothers me..kinda understand y one wanna commit suicide.bleah.wanna escape frm this world.stupid world. "love makes the world go round"....so not practical bleah

*i ventedmyanger
at 5:06 PM

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i cant believe this. who'd see ur friends wallet on the table n walk away leaving it there? how can buying tix b more impt than work tt u were supposed to do? gosh!!

*i ventedmyanger
at 7:37 PM

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

smtimes im rly fed up with all these stuff. n i even wonder if coming here is the right thing to do. ppl i know sucks, teachers sucks, lesson sucks. i cant do anything in peace n its a damn torture.

even cca a chore; the pres is no where in sight cuz he's too busy dating or showing his fking attitude; the VP is understandably busy w other ccas; classmate cum WO is too selfish until she sees u breaking down, n even then thinks nothing of it; treasurer is a slacker shit who doesnt come at all; n the rest of the exco r either alr busy or cant b bothered to turn up. in such a case why bother to elect exco when all they do is throw the shit jobs at me? i'll juz do a one man show lor! how fun right. n it doesnt help w ppl doesnt pick up ur calls, or dont on their damn phone. in such a case why bother to even buy a damn phone???

n class juz sucks when u're at the bottom for every damn thing. screw off.

*i ventedmyanger
at 9:27 PM

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